A reflective poem about memory and a sister’s continuing influence
What Remains in the Drawer
In the back drawer I find your yellow ruler,
the one with the faded multiplication table.
You used it to measure curtains,
then to prove I had cheated at cards.
The drawer holds no revelation:
a button without its coat,
two batteries that may still work,
a receipt for a meal we disliked,
and the ruler, patient with its small numbers.
I used to think love meant keeping everything.
Now I know it can mean choosing one object,
letting the rest return to dust,
and carrying forward the habit it taught:
check the edge, mark the line,
begin again when the first answer is wrong.
I put the ruler back.
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